College Orientation

I'm a rebel now. A UNLV rebel. I felt so happy on Saturday when I went to orientation. I was with fellow psychology majors and a political science major. It was pretty cool to sit through a day with just a few of the thousands of people I will go to class with in a couple of months. Although, I had an encounter with a coward ex friend , maripet, the biggest whore coward ever. Again, another story for another time. Anyways, I hope for the nest for myself in college. Hm.......Liberal Arts. Sounds cool. Hopefully I can make it through my first semester fine.

Lonely

Well. I guess this is life. I graduate from high school and I really don't have friends. At least, any that I talk to. Now, before school ended, I really didn't talk or hang out with anyone anyways, but now it is amplified. Even my best friend isn't speaking to me. Not that we are fighting or anything, but I feel as if she doesn't care so much to talk. For goodness sakes, we are going to the same college. Oh well. I have a job, so maybe I will find someone or multiple someones to talk to and hang around. It really feels like I just sit in the house until I have something to do. I haven't started my job. I have to go through processing and 2 orientations before I start. I will start mid to late July. Boo. I need money now. Gotta start saving up to be able to move out and help pay for college. I really do not want to stay in this house anymore. Too many ungrateful and mostly irrational people here. I want out. But until then, I will just spend most of my time at school and with other people because I do not want to stay in a house with people who really don't appreciate me. I don't really have a relationship with my family and that is alright I guess. That is in part of why I am so lonely or feel this way, but I have always felt this way around them. But that's another story for another day. 

I Graduated from High School

I did it! I graduated. I'm proud of myself, but the weird thing is, I don't feel anything else. I don't feel excited for college because now I'm just ready to go on to college. By the way, college is so expensive. Poop. But yeah, I graduated and now my life really starts now. I can choose to go to more school or just work(I'm doing both) or do whatever I please. I don't know what lies ahead but I am open to it.