First Day of School Today!

I finally went back to school today. It was alright, I guess. I was bullied again today by the whole guitar class. I walked in and went to my seat and someone who I sat next to acted like I disgusted him. We had to sit alphabetically. Of course my teacher makes me sit next to Daniel. Then nominations for the class officers happened. I was going to run for something but I chickened out because I was afraid no one would even vote for me. I didn't want to be embarrassed. I felt so horrible. Then one of my best friends changed my attitude and mood for the day. She told me straight up to toughen up and not care about other people. I think that is what I needed. I need to stop caring for others because no one ever cares about me. That is what I am gonna do and I'll see how that works out. Jessica is still being fake just to get votes to be President of the Guitar Department. She was being mean and bullying me earlier today and then in Spanish class, she decides to be nice and has the gull to ask me to vote for her. Um NO. I wont. She doesn't deserve not a damn thing. She has blown her free pass with what she did today. She will get what is coming to her very soon. Karma is a bitch. I am so tired of people bullying me for no apparent reason. I don't even know these people and they hurt or at least try to hurt me every day. What is wrong with these people? Don't they know that high school will end next June and then what will they have left? Nothing.

Back to Hell in 2 weeks for 1 more year!

In exactly two weeks, Ill be going back to school for a final year of madness. Yep, I am a senior. I will be very busy and documenting my journey hopefully often. hehe. I really would rather be homeschooled though. I really don't want to go back to a place where there are people who go out of their way to hurt me. Well, in an effort to heal myself and become an even better person and to grow, I have decided to give everyone who ever did me wrong a clean slate. Now, that means if anyone decides to pick up where they left off last year and try to do anything to hurt me, then it is over. I am going to defend myself. So that's it for tonight. Not much to say, really. Goodbye and thanks for reading. Follow me for more complaining about my life. Oh! I finally made a twitter. So if you have one, go on ahead a follow me there too @theresastar95. Thanks and goodnight!:) <3